Alhamdulillah

Setelah berbulan-bulan kerja keras pagi Quin atau BTA, siang di tetep ditempat les, malem EF atau privat matematika sama Bang Dede smp jam 11 malem...

Akhirnya kebayar semua yaAllah, terima kasih :)

R-e-l-a-x

FFFF-inally exam was over. Four freaking days are gone, & I'm going to miss high school tests. Pretty excited to know that I am gonna be a college student, soonly. Psychology, please God.. *fingers crossing* & excited enough for two months later, Jason Mraz's concert woo-hoooo

I'm going back to EF, on 3rd may & definitely can't wait ,but EF would be so different without those baby blue eyes.. Aaaaaaaaand yes, I DO still have a school about a month and a half for SNMPTN test. I am having a driving course, tho. I'm enjoying these 10 days-off, dvd-ies are on the way hooome & hibernate, maybe because I've lost my sleeping-time for these 6 months lately.

So, here I am, 7:01PM

sitting in front of my computer while opening Twitter, Tumblr and streaming radio

Let me introduce you my current playlist,

1. Marry Your Daughter - Brian McKnight
2. I Won't Give Up - Jason Mraz
3. Better Than I Know Myself - Adam Lambert
4. Call Me Maybe - Carly Rae Jepsen
5. If You're Not The One - Daniel Bedingfield
6. Comfortable - John Mayer
7. Payphone - Maroon 5 feat Wiz Khalifa
8. Lego House - Ed Sheeran
9. Say - John Mayer
10. Ours - Taylor Swift 
11.  Part Of Me - Katy Perry
12. Mr. Curiosity - Jason Mraz
13.  Your Body Is A Wonderland - John Mayer
14. One Last Cry - Brian McKnight
15. Stereo Heart - Glee

Writing blog later, see ya

That day,

..When you are going to leave your school moments,
when you are no longer as a student, but a college student
when you and your friends have different ways to spend your next journey
when high school moments will be missed

National exam is getting closer, D-3. And personally, I want to say "I'm sorry for my (huge) mistakes that I've done— , and please forgive my French & may the odds be ever in your favor :)"

Good luck for all of you, 2012. May God always be with us and remember, "Do your best and let God do the rest." Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.. Ganbatte, 2012

Date a girl, who reads :)

 

If you find a girl who reads, keep her close. When you find her up at 2AM clutching a book to her chest and weeping, make her a cup of tea and hold her. You may lose her for a couple of hours but she will always come back to you. She'll talk as if the characters in the book are real, because for a while, they always are. Date a girl who reads, you deserve it. You deserve a girl who can give you the most colorful life imaginable. If you can only give her monotony, and stale hours and half-baked proposals, then you're better off alone. If you want the world and the world beyonds it, date a girl who reads.

Robbert Pattinson

Astronaut, story of my life

Being human is the most terrible loneliness in the universe

It's like a story of my life, right now. It was all started when I was watching The Playlist and this song appeared and what can I do is listen and try to know what this song means about.

Can anybody hear me?
Am I talking to myself?
My mind is running empty
In the search for someone else
Who doesn’t look right through me.
It’s all just static in my head

Can anybody tell me why I’m lonely like a satellite?

‘Cause tonight I’m feeling like an astronaut
Sending SOS from this tiny box
And I lost all signal when I lifted up
Now I’m stuck out here and the world forgot
Can I please come down, cause I’m tired of drifting round and round
Can I please come down?

I’m deaf from all the silence
Is it something that I’ve done?
I know that there are millions
I can’t be the only one who’s so disconnected
It’s so different in my head.
Can anybody tell me why I’m lonely like a satellite?

‘Cause tonight I’m feeling like an astronaut
Sending SOS from this tiny box
And I lost all signal when I lifted up
Now I’m stuck out here and the world forgot
Can I please come down, cause I’m tired of drifting round and round

Can I please come down?

Now I lie awake and scream in a zero gravity
And it’s starting to weigh down on me.
Let’s abort this mission now
Can I please come down?

So tonight I’m calling all astronauts
Calling lonely people that the world forgot
If you hear my voice come pick me up
Are you out there?
‘Cause you’re all I’ve got!

‘Cause tonight I’m feeling like an astronaut
Sending SOS from this tiny box
And I lost all signal when I lifted up
Now I’m stuck out here and the world forgot

‘Cause tonight I’m feeling like an astronaut
Sending SOS from this tiny box
To the lonely people that the world forgot
Are you out there?
‘Cause you’re all I’ve got!

Can I please come down?
‘Cause I’m tired of drifting round and round.
Can I please come down? 

 Just see what people said on this video on Youtube:

And I couldn't be more agree :)

13 months ago..

This is me (someone who has changed into a busy-girl-_-) posting!

Akhirnya fffuuuu ada libur juga met liburan eaaaa guru-guru tercintah ke Thailand moga-moga pulang bawa oleh-oleh huahaha btw jadi kangen Thailand.. It has been more than 13 months, jadi kangen semua disana. Waktunya yang sama kayak Jakarta, cuacanya yang sebelas duabelas sama disini, tom yam, jalanan tanpa macet, banci-cantik, gajah, tulisan abstraknya, 711 yang udah kayak warung, semuanya.

Tapi gara-gara guru pada liburan try out jadi diganti hari senin, selasa rabu ada try out gundar, rasanya tuh kayak naik paus akrobatis menuju matahari.. makin lama makin lemes makin capek makin mau mati. Badan remuk, pergi jam 6 kurang sampe rumah 9 malem, untung udah postpone ef kalo nggak gatau deh badan kek apa jadinya ~!@#$%^&*

Tapppppppppi tetap semangat, semangat psikologi antrop UI.. Gid, let me get through this bgt yah pokoknya huhuhu I beg u banget :'(

PS. I miss you, Thailand

PS. I miss you, bobo siang

PS, I miss you hari tanpa mikirin try out

PS, I miss you freedom

PS, I miss you kelas 11

Sincerely, Me

Capek senyum terus, pengen nangis di depan orang banyak boleh nggak?

Capek jadi orang baik, pengen jadi orang jahat aja boleh nggak?

Because I am the type of person who starts to tear up because of high frustation

So, don't blame me if someday I am not who I am before. Well remember, people changed because of two reasons, they wanted to or they had learned a lot

Seriously

..need to stop being so overthinker about some little things D:

 

Yes, or no?

Dua Ribu Dua Belas!

Pertama, cuma mau ngucapin happy new year aja nih semoga semakin baik dalam setiap hal HOHOHO

Kedua, pengen curhat nih yakin deh seyakin-yakinnya.. tahun ini pasti bakalan berat banget. Entah try out apalah yang banyak itu, un & snmptn yg waktu gue ngeliat abang gue aja kasian banget. Kerjaannya les dari pagi, pulang sore, makan, nonton tv, belajar sampe ketiduran. Begitu aja sampe mabok, yaTuhan pakabar nih nasib saya nanti?! :''( cuma bisa berdoa aja semoga apa yang nanti gue keluarin, bakal setimpal sama apa yang gue dapetin nanti. Amiiiin

Keitga, masih agak galau nih buat pilih jurusan & universitasnya. Dan gue sebagai orang yg tau kapasitas otak gue pastilah harus bikin another plan, pts. Mau coba trisakti tapi mama setengah hati banget katanya jauh. Mau gunadarma ya masa satu sekolah lagi sama kakak sendiri -_- dan setelah cek internet sanasini dan kata mendengar kata orang-orang, gue dan Bella pun memutuskan buat coba di hubungan internasional al-azhar. Daftar udah, tinggal transfer dan gue bilang sama Mama dan dia setuju banget. Singkat kata gue juga tetep milih ptn, yaa bismillah ajasih

"Manfaatkan liburan, abis liburan baru deh belajar sampe mabok." :D

Keempat, ditahun baru ini yang baru 4 hari (istilah kerennya day 4 of 366) I have another passion, tapi belom nyoba dan setau gue ini bakalan asik banget arrrrrrgh meskipun belinya juga mesti ngebobol tabungan sendiri tapi ggplah. Jadi pengen cepet-cepet hunting foto..

Well, seems nice to know and have you. We're soon will be a bestfriend, right? :)

Ma,

Ma,

Maaf Yayas belom bisa jadi anak yang Mama mau..

Ma,

Semua orang pasti punya lebih-kurangnya mereka, begitu juga Mama. Meskipun Mama jauh dari sempurna, Mama tetep sesempurna itu dimata Yayas..

Ma,

Can we start over again and pretend like it won't happen?

Ma,

I love you

Well, your sucks daughter is here,

waiting for the right moment to say sorry

Kolase!!!

Kolase itu.. kompetisi olahraga antar sekolah kalo nggak salah ya pokoknya gitu. Jadi gue berada dikelas baru setelah kelas dirombak dari 11 sos 3 yg notabene taun-taun sebelumnya tuh sama sekali nggak dirombak arrgh. Yauda akhirnya setelah agak dongkol, diterima aja deh karena ini classmeet terakhir kita, 2012 :')

Kolase hari pertama,

Ya gitu deh gue udah siap-siap dateng pagi buat apel taunya sepi, mendingan bobo dirumah lalala sekip aja jadi basket putra & futsal putri lanjut ke babak berikutnya. Terus sos2 (Gratosfer) bikin banner sederhana dari bekas banner yg ditulisin pake pilox hahaha

Kolase hari ini (hari kedua),

Hari ini seru bgt sejak kita masang banner (dari iuran anak-anak 2012) yang awalnya diomelin Bundo terus ya bodoamatan hahaha terus pas futsal putra Cosmero (12 IPS 1) tanding lawan X-... yg bikin ricuh plus kita tereak-tereak 2012 *apus aer mata*

Harus siapin tenaga buat besok lagi, ciao
Btw,
Terimakasih buat hari ini, 49'12 :''''''''''')

80's

Just watched Easy A for the third times dan baru sekarang gue ngerti jalan ceritanya.. Ada sebuah quote yang bagus banget menurut gue,

“Whatever happened to chivalry? Does it only exist in 80’s movies? I want John Cusack holding a boombox outside my window. I wanna ride off on a lawnmower with Patrick Dempsey. I want Jake from Sixteen Candles waiting outside the church for me. I want Judd Nelson thrusting his fist into the air because he knows he got me. Just once I want my life to be like an 80’s movie, preferably one with a really awesome musical number for no apparent reason. But no, no, John Hughes did not direct my life.”

Have you ever felt the same feeling? With me? With Olive?

Tweet

Kemaren malem pas online twitter gue men-retweet sebuah emmm quotes mungkin yang setelah gue pikir lagi itu sangat-amat-benar dari Icha dan begini quote-nya "I used to think when I got older, the world would make so much more sense." pas ngeliat kata-kata itu di timeline, gue mencoba untuk mengartikannya daaaaan ya gue pikir itu benar.

Dalam persepsi gue begini,

We're young dan kita masih belum ngedapetin asem-manis-pait nya hidup dan disaat kita tua, ataupun beranjak tua nantinya.. we'll get something more as a present mungkin? Atau karma? Atau cuma cobaan? Who knows kan?! Contoh kecilnya kayak gini, mungkin kita sebagai anak muda yang notabene suka belanja mungkin mikir "Ah itu baju cuma 50ribu? Murah dong? Beli ah!" tapi pernah nggak coba kepikir gimana susahnya cari uang 50ribu? Yaaa emang gue nggak pernah cari uang sendiri sih tapi sepengetahuan gue itu susah banget ya dan mungkin disaat lo tua nanti, lo akan menghargai se-sen-pun uang yang lo punya.

Contoh lainnya, mungkin lo nganggep masalah yang lo hadepin sekarang itu susah banget tapi coba liat kedepan? Cobaan lo sekarang mungkin cuma kerikil dan disana ada batu lain yang siap ngehancurin elo. Who knows kan? Dan mungkin aja pelajaran dari si kerikil itu bisa ngebantu lo buat ngadepin batu itu? 

Dan dari situlah terkadang life would make so much more sense, I guess.

Well, gue emang nggak jago dalam hal tulis menulis dan juga mengimplementasikan khayalan gue kedalam suatu kalimat. Mungkin lo bisa komen dan berbagi dengan gue maksud tweet itu apa? :)

You gave me wings then told me it was illegal to fly

Just found a link with an unexpected way and I copied some words which is emmmmmmm related with myself, maybe? Hahaha yes I messed up my life..

"You know what I want? I want to be someone's reason for waking up, someone's reason for going through another day. Just once,  I want to be the one being wished for, I want a guy to say to himself,  "I'm so lucky to have her" To put it simply, I want to be someone's everything"

Source:  here

Confession

...The way you smile
...The way you laugh
...The way you made me felt about butterflies on my stomach
...The way you were on my dreams and make me believe it could be something

It was still be something for me, for hard and good times

Mangat!

Semangat Psikologi / Sastra Inggris UI

Random thoughts

Errr akhirnya ada waktu lagi buat buka dan nulis-nulis spam di blog huheheeheh life is getting hard and seems like want to kill me.. serius loh tapi kelas 3 capek banget ya tuhaaaan. Rasanya pengen sekip idup aja sampe setelah UN dan lanjut liburan bareng-bareng anak EF

Btw, liburan itu yaaaa baru cuma asal cetus doang sih waktu dikelas tapi responnya pada positif semua plusss udah dapet izin dari Mama heeheheheh jadi gue masukin itu kedalem rencana gue. oiya fyi gue udah postppone dari EF yg berarti: no more gossiping or having a lil chitchat sama Toilet crew, no more seeing James daaan udah nggak bisa ngegodain mbak mas resepsionis hahaha. Rencananya sih kita (almost) sekelas mau masuk belasan April nih biar nggak placement test lagi hoehe

Kok jadi gj gini sih tulisan hahaha btw gue lagi seneng banget dengerin soundtracknya Breaking Dawn nih: A Thousand Years - Christina Perri & Flightless Bird, American Mouth - Iron & Wine yg notabene lagu pengantar gue plus Miranda tidur hahaha oiya ini lagu juga lagu pas weddingnya Ed & Bella hihihi.

PS. Dear someone out there, I have to tell you something..

Dear Adam Young,

Dear Adam, to be honest your concert was my first concert (because I don't want to spend my money to watch those people I don't like)..

Dear Adam, did you knew how much effort we putted out?

Dear Adam, I was wet and I was thought that every people stared at me and think that I was a fool.

Dear Adam, I was enchanted to meet you.. ♥

Dear Adam, I took many photos but it was blurry, I thought this is because my camera had fallen into the water

Dear Adam, did you really mean your words, "next year"? Please said yes :')

Lots of loves and hugs,

 An Indonesian girl

Couldn't be more agree :)

"Untuk membuat dunia menjadi tempat yang nyaman untuk hidup, tidak perlu jalan mengubah dunia. Kadang cukup dengan mengubah cara pandang kita saja. Karena, segala ketidaknyamanan yang kita rasakan seringkali berasal dari kekeliruan kita menafsirkan dunia."